Desire to masturbate

i know i can't, until You say i can
i rolled the dice, and to cum was the ban
for twenty-one days, as per the rules
of the game we played, but my mind duels
and fights to resign, itself to its fate
it's overwhelming, desire to masturbate!

i want to cum bad!, want to shoot my load
and know that i can't, as i'm in locked mode
can't touch my cock, can't make it spurt
as my balls get full, until it does hurt
i eagerly await, for that wondrous date
where i can quench, the desire to masturbate!

in the meantime, i know that You control
what happens and when, to my cock pole
increasing my desire, to satisfy Your needs
to get a gold star, for subservient deeds
not get You angry, for i sure would hate
to postpone cumming, and my desire to masturbate!

i know my place, and where i stand
what i can't do, with my own hand
as long as You decide, i can't cum
i know exactly where, You're coming from
i'll just have to be patient, enough to wait
for You to satisfy, the desire to masturbate!