Starting again tonight...

my attempts to connect, they've been ignored

by feelings of hatred, that are being stored?

i've sent e-mails, for which there's no reply

and i've been hung up on, that's sure no lie

and when i called back, Her phone rang out

She refused to answer, there is no doubt...

don't know what to do, don't know what to say

losing sleep at night, in the bed where i lay

it hurts to be accused, wrongfully i might add

of things that are false, i'm really not that bad

of a person or a man, that's how you make me feel

and i beg Your forgiveness, before You i kneel

But i'm not a bad person, i truly am not

i'm dedicated to You, and i love You a lot

i want to get over this, move on with our life

and try to do better, not cause You more strife

but though i'm not perfect, i want You to know

i want for our love, to continue to grow...

and not get caught up, in a tangled web

of he said she said, like a southern reb

Hatfield and McCoys, we shouldn't go there

and hope that You feel the same and still care

i miss massaging Your feet, and holding You tight

and that's just what i'll do, starting again tonight...