Why can't i?

i'm just wondering, why i can't go down
to kiss Your sweetness, makes me frown
to realize You don't desire to feel
my tongue on Your puss, as i kneel
before You my Goddess, who i adore
can't help it my Queen, i want more

Than You've allowed me, in the past
every night i do, and to make it last
so You have orgasms, through the night
seven to ten would be about right
You used to want it, days gone by
now i'm wondering, why can't i?

Go down on You, like it used to be
almost every night, so frequently
You couldn't get enough, of my tongue
and to my praises, You always sung
it hurts me so much, makes me cry
as i wonder and think, why can't i?